Yep, Her...

We all have our past.
Most of my friends know that I have mine, that it was not very pleasant and that, it marked my personality deeply and evidently. The important thing is to know how to deal with that and not allow that to have an influence on our daily life and in the relations with the aforementioned friends.

Or you can let it control you and fuck things all over for you.

"What do you mean, Guaji?" If I let my past experiences to rule my day to day life, I wouldn't have met anyone since september 2002. It would have been "better" like that, that would have spared me of a lot of uncomfortable situations in the last 13 years. But I would have missed the chance to know truly brutal people and to have experienced brutal shit.

Hey, I'm not a perfect guy and sometimes I screw up... Note that by "sometimes" I mean not every time. Why am I making an emphasis on that? Because I'm the guy that tries to do things the right way. If I fuck up... no no.. WHEN I fuck up, because I do fuck up sometimes, I accept it, I confront the situation and try to learn from it, so that it doesn't fuck me up in the future and so that it doesn't fuck up the people I care about.... You know, like civilized people and shit... Not the other way around?

"What do you mean "the other way around", Guaji? Like, if I know a nice girl and we talk and shit, we meet a couple of times and then a couple of weeks go by without knowing from her... Should I come over to her place and wish her a happy life together with my only friend and let her know how happy I am that she has someone by her side? Like that? Or should I be more clear?"

That's fine, thank you.

What's my point? No one, no one new that is, is to blame for the cards we've been dealt in the past and thus there is no justifiable reason that'd make it ok for us to have to deal with bullshit and tantrums from people, specially if the reason behind that bullshit and tantrums is shit we are not to blame for! You HAVE to do things the right way.Recently I was placed in an uncomfortable situation and when I saw that it was starting to affect things the bad way I called the person involved to stop things from getting any worse. We talked, and it was not the smoothest talk I've had with someone, but we figured shit out. And little by little we've been fixing things, and we'll keep fixing them because that's what's right.

If you fuck up, and then you come to me all "Fuck, man, look... Umm, there's this going on and THIS other thing happend a couple of years back, but I don't want this to affect our friendship man, it's just that sometimes it's just too hard and shit and fuck and stuff...." ... That is one thing, I would at least try to understand. But if you fuck up and you come to me and say "Well, fuck it. It wont happen again..." and then it happens again... and again!... HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO REACT? I have a lot of patience, but eventually it will run out.

Moral? Stop watching Frozen and check this beauty here. Try and guess where it's from:

A: What was that?! The weather, very peculiar, don't you think?
B: Yeah... Looks like the winds are changing.
A: Ah! Change is good.
B: But it's not easy! I know what I have to do. But going back means I'll have to face my past. I've been running from it for so long.
[A hits B on the head with his stick]
B: Ow! Jeez, what was that for?
A: It doesn't matter. It's in the past. Jajaja
B: Yeah, but it still hurts.
A: Oh yes, the past can hurt. But from the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it.
[A swings his stick again at B, who ducks out of the way]

I hate to start the blog like this, but... Given the circumstances...
Lyrics? Nah! That's too 2006. Let's close with videos now.